My substance abuse began with alcohol and has developed into the addiction of everything from pills to cocaine and mdma to heroin.
I’ve always been insecure and felt I was not good enough physically, mentally and socially.
ALcohol gave me confidence, cocaine and adderall helped me lose weight and stimulated my mind. I turned to heroin to help me connect with the wrong people.
Drugs and alcohol used to be a way to increase my self esteem and fix my flaws, but now they are a part of who I am and my lifestyle. Now I am stuck.